Thursday, September 6
I took, what I now consider, my morning walk to Hendricks Head beach. In the distance, I saw three white ovals bobbing in the water. Even with my binoculars, I couldn’t determine what they might be. Styrofoam footballs? Then, it seemed as if one had a slit along one end, like a mouth, almost as if it were struggling for air. I watched for a good 10 minutes. I considered that they might be seals or some other sea creatures reaching for their last breath, but white seals, three baby white whales? I dismissed my deductions as frivolous.
Today we go to Ocean Point checking to make sure we’ll be there at low tide. Linda Lear in her biography of Rachel Carson describes her fondness for this area.
“To reach a rocky ocean shore, Rachel had to go five miles across to the western shore of Southport Island or about ten miles to Ocean Point, a wild and rocky point at the end of the peninsula that bounded Boothbay Harbor on the west and the Damariscotta River on the east. Ocean Point soon became one of her favorite haunts. Waiting for an extreme low tide, when she could systematically explore the tide pools there, she discovered beautiful creatures hiding under seaweed or clinging to the underside of the rocks visible only at these times. Some of the more movable ones she took up to her mother who waited on the shore, enjoying the ocean view and watching the lobstermen.”
We explore as Rachel did finding dulse among the rocks just as she described them in The Edge of the Sea.
“The lower rocks and and walls of low tide pools are thickly matted with algae. Here the red weeds largely supplant the browns that grow higher up. Along with Irish moss, dulse lines the wall of the pools, its thin, dull red fronds deeply indented so that they bear a crude resemblance to the shape of a hand.”
Dulse, Ocean Point, Maine
We sight some wildflowers but we’re not sure we can name them. Trillium? Lupine? Yet, we marvel at our fortune to be here alone, quiet, within its beauty.
We had plans to head towards the Rachel Carson Salt Pond Preserve in New Harbor. We would have to go north on 96 and then loop around east towards Bristol. Hungry, we stop at the East Boothbay General Store. I don’t want to leave. It’s chock full of edible wonders. I can’t decide between a sticky bun or Banh Mi sandwich. We decide to eat on the road, but first, relieve the kidneys. Across the street, the East Boothbay Fire Station has rest rooms. The interior brings back memories of dances held at local church halls where boys leaned against one pine paneled wall looking across the great expanse of the dance floor to girls leaning against the opposite wall.
As we start out on Route 96, we see a wall of black clouds heavy with rain, a flash of lightning, and even hear some thunder. Thinking it might be just a squall, we decide to “soldier on.” A very bad idea. In five minutes, torrents of rain immerse us as the wind shakes the car. We pull over and pray. We are directly across from power lines swinging wildly from side to side just like the car, both unable to withstand the storm. After 20 terrifying minutes, we could move forward. Fallen trees blocked almost every road. We had barely missed getting crushed. We abandoned our plans to the salt pond and cautiously made our way back to the house going in circles to avoid roads strewn with debris. The lights appeared to be out as we passed through Boothbay Harbor.
Home finally and no damage. Glasses of wine all around. After a brief nap, we walked down to the beach falling into the pattern of morning and evening walks I had imagined might be mine if this were my territory. After talking to several people, we discovered we had been caught in a tornado. At least that was the rumor. And though we weren’t in Kansas, the winds were clocked at 65 mph.
Then, a second discovery. The “styrofoam footballs” had been seals after all and they had been gasping for breath. Now they were dead. We see a gull pecking at one of the seals beached along a rocky ledge. I should have done something but my ignorance prevented me from acting. A local assured me there was nothing I could have done. There was no way to save them in time. It seems a virus has been attacking the seals this season. It was the last time I would come to the Hendricks Head beach. I couldn’t face the memory of that failed struggle for life. Is this the outcome Carson imagined in Silent Spring?
Hendricks Head Beach
In a letter to Dorothy Freeman on another September Thursday in 1953, Carson writes of the wonder she and her mother witnessed from her home, this house we are privileged to have for a week:
“One day there was a school of porpoises over on the far shore; we have had loons just offshore several different days; and yesterday a big seal put his head out several times….”